...Flowing Water...

The more and more I read and then reread some of my blog I begin to realize how completely random, retarded, and ridiculous I am... but I love it... Thats me, random, retarded, and ridiculous! Why do we make those things out to be bad?! I think its those qualities that I have that make me fun... I love life, I really do and if it weren't for me embracing my three r's then I doubt I would love it as much!

Not really sure where I was going with that, but I felt like I needed to say it... maybe just as a reminder to myself when I reread this post later on in life...
Back to what I really wanted to blog about today... that is flowing water... Today I got to go shopping with Jess and I got to get to know quality things about her... we share a lot of loves and like and dislikes... one thing that we do share is that fact that waves and flowing water relax us... I've always said that I was in love with water and that I should totally have been a mermaid, but really I just love water... I love drinking it, sitting it in, swimming in it, sitting near it, and just listening to it... I really wish I could somehow get my sustenance for life from it... What do I do when I get stresses? I shower... Weird, I know, I just do! If I could live anywhere, it would be in a tent on a beach... One of my favorite things from being a kid was running through sprinklers.... I drink water more than anything else... plus I need a rain noise maker most nights to get a good sleep...
Jess gets to have these awesome adventures on the Colorado river in the summer... she's a rafting guide (tight huh?!) and she told me this amazing story about how when she was going through this super tough time the place she wanted to be was by the river... the waves and floating water relaxed her... I hate that I don't live close enough to the beach so that I can make it happen too when I need it, but between me and all those that happen to read this, every time I go through something tough, I immediately think of the waves.... and flowing water... its awesome when you can find a friend that shares that with you...
PS... did anyone think it was awesome how I used the word sustenance? I am... I even checked the meaning to make sure I used it right and I totally did! heck yes!